Life’s fucking funny
I keep telling myself that I’d stop caring. That I’d just ignore you and sooner or later I’d lose my feelings for you, but shit its so hard to do. Throughout all my time thinking and just trying to ignore you, I actually think that I actually really, sincerely care about you, and I probably won’t ever shake that feeling off, fuck you, I love you, I hate you, I don’t care, I do care- I can’t not think about you
And it starts
Tomorrow’s the day when we start basketball’s off season, under a new coaching staff and I’m excited for the next 2 years. Looking forward to getting in shape and playing some real basketball. I’m ready to eat/sleep/breath basketball. I’m ready.
